Hey MM, I know how you feel, and the more I return to Spain, the more I do not want to return to the US. I came back from my last trip on Feb 4th,2002, and it still makes me ache inside, especially when I read about your trip, but even when it hurts me, I still long to read every word of what you've seen and felt while you were there, because after reading it all, it makes me fight harder to follow my soul, and my soul says that I am 'home' in Spain. Besides the love I have for my Spaniard, I also have the same deep love for Spain, and no matter how hard you try, you could never put into words "why" you feel this way, only knowing that it just is....So I want to thank you for keeping my(& others) spirit alive thru this message board.
Remember, all things happens for a reason, and when the time comes that we are where our soul desires, then we can 'fully' appreciate what we have in our lives(not like we don't appreciate it now
, but you know what I mean
)
So keep fighting, as I will with the help from you and your friends here on this board.
LittleWing